building advertising craft for hire. She clambered up the rickety outside steps but no one answered her frantic raps on the door. Close to panic she descended at breakneck speed and hammered on the lightermanâs door. She waited, hardly able to contain her impatience. Any moment now kindly Mrs Walters would open the door and welcome her home. She would ask her in and make her a cup of tea while she waited for Ma and the nippers to return.
The front door opened and a stranger stood there, glaring at her. âWhat dâyou want?â
âWhere is Mrs Walters?â
âThat ainât none of your business, girl. Clear off.â
Stella could see that the woman was about to slam the door in her face and she put her foot over the threshold. âI live here, maâam. Or rather my mother does.â
The womanâs beady eyes narrowed and her thin lips compressed into a line as if pencilled on her plump face. âI dunno what youâre talking about. This is Perkins the lightermanâs house and Iâm Mrs P.â
âBut Mr Walters lives here, and my ma and brother and sister live in the top rooms overlooking the wharf. I was born here, Mrs Perkins.â
âMr Walters passed away six months ago and his wife not long after.â Mrs Perkins removed a wad of tobacco from her mouth and spat on the ground, narrowly missing Stellaâs feet. âBut if youâre referring to that Spanish woman and her brats she left here weeks ago and good riddance. We donât want no foreigners in our house. Now clear off or Iâll call Mr Perkins, who is at present having a rest. He donât like being disturbed when heâs having a snooze.â She attempted to close the door by crushing Stellaâs foot against the jamb but, despite the pain, Stella was not going to give up so easily.
âPlease, maâam, if you know where my mother might have gone, wonât you tell me? Iâve come a long way to visit her.â
âI donât know and whatâs more I donât care. Now move your foot or Iâll crush it like a bug.â
Stella moved away just in time as the door was slammed in her face. She stood on the step, staring at the rusty doorknocker in disbelief. She was living her worst nightmare and surely she would wake up and find that it was all a horrible dream. She pinched her arm and winced. She was not dreaming. This was real and she did not know what to do. It had started to rain. Seized by panic she ran to the harbour masterâs house and beat her hands on the door panels, but no one came to answer her pleas for help. She tried each door in the street until at last a tired-looking woman with a baby in her arms answered her frantic cries. âWhatâs up with you?â she demanded crossly. âYouâve woken the baby with your noise.â
âItâs Mrs Stubbs, isnât it?â
âWhoâs asking?â Mrs Stubbs brushed a strand of lank hair from her forehead with a grubby hand.
âItâs me, Stella Barry, from Mr Waltersâ house.â
âOld Walters died and some other cove with a miserable bitch of a wife took the place on.â
âBut you must remember my family, Mrs Stubbs. My mother is a beautiful dark-haired lady from . . .â
âThe Spanish woman,â Mrs Stubbs said, curling her lip. âWe got enough foreigners here what with the sailors from all parts swarming over the place like water rats. I donât hold with people from abroad. You canât trust âem, and your ma was probably no better than she should be.â
âDonât speak of her like that,â Stella cried angrily. âMy mother is a good woman and my pa is dead. He was lost at sea when his ship went down.â
The puny baby opened his eyes and his bottom lip trembled as he worked himself up to a whimper which swiftly turned into a howl. âNow look what youâve done.â Mrs Stubbs