butterflies!â
My mother slips her arm around Hiraâs shoulders. âLetâs give Bilal a chance now, baytee .â She catches my eye and I smile my thanks. Ammi understands that Baba and I need time to talk without little kids around. Holding Humza on one hip, she steers Hira from the room. My sister protests: âBut I didnât get to tell him that Girl Scouts go camping!â Her voice fades into the next room, and I turn back to the screen.
Baba leans forward and squints. âBilal, what happened to your eye?â
I hope my voice sounds light when I say, âOh, this? It is nothing.â I shrug and force a grin.
âHow did you get a black eye?â I hear worry in his voice as lines reappear across his forehead.
âI was playing baseball with Jalaal. Baba, do you know about baseball?â I talk faster and faster, hoping heâll forget about my eye. âItâs a little bit like cricket. Next week I start baseball camp to learn how to play.â
Baba tilts his head. âI have heard of baseball, but I am afraid I donât know much about it.â
âThatâs okay, Baba. Neither do I.â
Baba smiles. âYou are a fine athlete, my son. You will learn this baseball game quickly.â
I nod, but I am not so sure. And I donât want to waste my Skype time with Baba talking about baseball.
When Baba opens his mouth to say something, I blurt out, âWhen are you coming?â
Babaâs lips form a straight line. Then he sighs. âAs soon as I can, Bilal. I am waiting for a visaâpermission from the government.â
âBut why did Ammi, Hira, Humza, and I get to come when you have to wait?â
Baba doesnât speak at first, like he is trying to think of the right words. And then he says, âA friend of mine in the passport office was able to arrange your visas quickly because your motherâs brother already lives in America.â
âSo when can you get yours?â
âThere is something at work that I must finish first.â Baba takes off his glasses, cleans them with his shirt, and then slips them back on. âAnd it may take a while.â
I know the âsomething at workâ has to do with Mudassarâs father.
Baba sighs. âThings are complicated right now.â
I am about to say that I am old enough to hear about complicated things when Baba leans toward the screen. âI am sorry about your birthday party, Bilal jaan .â
I donât know if I can get any words out, so I nod for now.
âI called everyone and explained that something came up unexpectedly.â
âDid you call Mudassar, too?â What I really want to ask is if Baba and Mudassarâs father are friends again, and if not, why?
Baba pauses. âBilal jaan , there is something that you must know. Something that I cannot fully explain. Not yet.â
Baba is not talking about my birthday party anymore.
âFor now, you can have no contact with Mudassar.â
I stare at the screen. How can such a thing come from Babaâs mouth? âWhat do you mean? Why, Baba?â
âIt will not be forever. His father and I have some things to sort out.â
I want to ask how long I have to wait to talk to Mudassarâa few days? A week? But I can tell from Babaâs tone that this subject is closed.
Instead, I say, âI think I am already forgetting.â
âForgetting?â
My shoulders slump. âAbout home. I mean, I remember what everything looks like. But we only just left, and already I am forgetting what home sounds like, what it smells like.â
Baba seems to consider my question. Then his eyes smile. âToday smelled like rain. Loud rainâtoo much rain! Our first proper monsoon of the season.â
âDid Mrs. Ahmed get her laundry in time?â
Baba nods. âLuckily for my ears, today she remembered.â
I grin. No one ever sees Mrs. Ahmedâs laundry because