legs tickled her, and his firm lips pressed against her neck as he slept. She could even feel his strong heartbeat against her back.
She finally understood the appeal of this. And knowing what she did now, she wondered how anyone could not want a bedmate. He was answering so many questions sheâd had, proving so many of her secret dreams.
And yet he could readily kill her.
At first, heâd squeezed her to his chest so hard it was everything she could do not to cry out. She didnât think he held her so tightly to hurt herâhe could have just hit her if that was his intentionâso she was confused by his obvious need to clasp her to him.
Now he slept at last, his breaths growing even and slow. She called up her meager reserve of courage, and little by little, over what seemed to be an hour, she eased his arms open.
If only she could trace, she could escape so easilyâbut then she never would have been taken by him in the first place. Annika had taught Emma about tracing, the Hordeâs means of travel. Sheâd warned that vampires could teleport to any place theyâd been to previously. The stronger ones could even teleport others, and only a fierce struggle might prevent it. Annika had wanted Emma to learn how. Emma had tried her hardest, failed, and been discouraged. Sheâd stopped paying attention . . . .
When Emma was finally able to duck from under his arms, she rose in cautious degrees. Free of the bed, she glanced back at him, and again was struck by how handsome he was. She was saddened that he had to be like this. Saddened that she couldnât learn more about herselfâand even about him.
Just as she turned, his big hands snared her around the waist. He flung her back into the bed, then joined her once more.
Heâs playing with me.
âYou canna escape me.â He pressed her back, then levered himself up beside her. âYou only provoke my anger.â Even as his eyes flickered, they appeared unseeing. He behaved as if he was still dreaming, like a sleepwalker.
âI-I donât want to anger you,â she said with a shaky breath. âI just want to goââ
âDo you know how many vampires Iâve killed?â he murmured, either ignoring or not hearing her words.
âNo,â she whispered. She wondered if he truly saw her.
âIâve killed thousands. I hunted them for sport, stalking their lairs.â He ran the back of his dark claw across her neck. âAnd with one swipe of my claws I severed their headsâbefore they even woke.â His lips brushed over her neck where heâd trailed his claw, making her shudder. âI could kill you as easily as taking a breath.â His voice was a low rumble like a loverâs might be, gentling her, so inconsistent with his cruel words and actions.
âAre you going to k-kill me?â
He smoothed a strand of hair from her lip. âI have noâ decided. Iâve never hesitated a second before you.â He was shaking from holding his position above her. âWhen I wake from this hazeâwhen this madness clears, if I still believe you are what you are . . . who knows?â
âWhat I am?â
He took her by the wrist and forced her hand to his naked shaft. âYou feel me hard. Know that the only reason Iâm noâ inside you right now is because Iâm weak. Noâ because of any concern for you.â
Briefly closing her eyes with embarrassment, she tugged at her hand until he finally let it go. âYou would hurt me that way?â
âWithout a second thought.â His lips curled. His gaze seemed intent on her face, but his eyes were still vacant. âAnd thatâs just the beginning of the things Iâll do to you, vampire.â
3
T he next morning Lachlain lay beside her, sleep barely shaken off, as content as heâd been in hundreds of years.
Of course, heâd been in hell for nearly two