something going wrong with her careful plans. She was dressed in her brotherâs too-big clothes and looked resentfulâas out of place in this cheerful family as Patricia had felt in the photograph in Toronto Life .
âWe had such happy times,â sighed Aunt Ginnie. âThat summer the boys were crazy about badminton. They had just finished the court at the back of the cottage, the one thatâs all overgrown now. Sometimes they tried to teach me to play.â
âWere you spoiled, Mummy?â asked Maggie.
âI guess I was a little, Magpieâjust like you! Itâs way past your bedtime.â
She and Maggie left the room and Patricia reluctantly replaced the photograph on the mantel. She didnât understand why it had such a hold over her.
âListen, Potty,â said Kelly. âWe want to tell you something before Mum comes back.â
Patricia waited fearfully.
âYouâre different from us,â began Kelly slowly. She wasnât looking at Patricia, but into the spitting fire. âEven though weâre related, youâre not the same. It seems to me that if youâre going to be with us every day, well ⦠you donât like playing with us, right?â
Patricia wished it wasnât true, but she nodded.
âBut Mum says we have to include youââ said Trevor.
ââso we have a solution,â continued Kelly. âEvery afternoon weâll pretend to go out together. Then weâll separate. You do what you want and so will we. Weâll meet back here for dinner and I guess youâll have to stick with us in the evenings because Mumâs around more then. But at least weâll all have our afternoons free and no one will get into trouble. Is it a deal?â
She and Trevor looked almost pleadingly at Patricia. There wasnât any choice. It was obvious they didnât want to be with her, and she didnât want to be with them either. But what was she going to do with herself every afternoon?
âAll right,â she whispered. âItâs a deal.â
âGreat! Itâs really for the best, Potty,â Kelly sounded almost kind.
âWhat did one tonsil say to the other?â Trevor asked his sister. They hooted with laughter at the answer.
âThatâs what I like to hear,â said Aunt Ginnie as she came back into the living room. âEverybody having a good time together.â
5
T he next day after lunch, Kelly scraped back her chair and said cheerfully, âCome on, Patricia. Letâs meet the others and start on our fort.â
Aunt Ginnie smiled approvingly at her daughter. Patricia wondered what she would think if she could see them a few minutes later. The three cousins stopped walking once they reached the Donaldsonsâ cottage next door.
âAll right, Potty,â said Kelly, âwhen Mum rings the cowbell meet us here.â
Patricia glanced at her watch. âWhat time?â
â I donât know,â said Kelly scornfully. âI never wear a watch in the summer.â
Patricia covered hers up protectively. Her father had given it to her three years ago and it always kept perfect time. She couldnât imagine going through a day without it.
âJust come when you hear the cowbell,â Kelly repeated impatiently. She and Trevor ran away and Patriciaâs first solitary afternoon began.
She spent it sitting by the canoe. At this end of the beach there were more pebbles than sand. Patricia piled them into hills, then listlessly knocked them down again. Late in the afternoon she heard the others swimming from Uncle Rodâs raft. She longed to cool off in the lake herself, but she was too frightened of bloodsuckers to go in alone.
The second afternoon it was too hot to stay on the beach. Instead, Patricia explored behind the cottage. Nestled in the woods halfway down the driveway was a tiny guest cabin that the family called La Petite. She