through her like a dragon.
They waited for Liv at the truck: Simon sprinting around, kicking pinecones, and Claire on her back in the grass, her legs boneless as jellyfish. Sheâd just remembered her dream when a shadow blocking her light made her aware of him.
âHard ride?â the man asked.
Claire opened her eyes, tilted her head sideways, âClearly.â
The man chuckled, stepped back; his enormous black poodle licked at Simon. âWhatâs your name?â He asked the boy. Simon patted the poodle. âIâm Dave,â the man said. He wore the dogâs leash across his torso like a girl-scout sash. âDave,â he said again, this time to Claire.
âYeah, Dave, my girlfriendâs just coming. Excuse us, will you?â Claire had said this as though it were true, and found herself standing, keen and relieved, as Liv tore into the parking lot. Her hair awry, sweat from every pore, her breath coming in dashes.
âOh, that hurts,â she said, grinning at Claire.
They ate at Thai Bamboo, the mango smoothies thick and rich; Simon slurping Pad Thai noodles; Liv and Claire exhausted and blissful.
âHow is it youâre so fit?â Liv asked, trying to understand being beaten by someoneâs mother.
âYoga.â
âOh, right,â Liv said, uncertain whether or not Claire was teasing.
âThereâs no shame in it.â
âOh, itâs like that, is it?â
âWhen youâre older, youâll understand.â
âRight. Well, I appreciate the lesson anyway.â
âNo bother,â Claire laughed.
That night at the bar, Bailey scowled across at Liv. They were drinking beer; both in tank tops, Liv watching the troupe of college girls march up and down the stairs. Sitting on the upper level of the Mercury Café with a clear view of the door, the first floor, and the bar, Liv thought the gay bar overwhelmed with straights.
âSo Iâve been promoted,â Bailey said.
âYeah?â
âIâm head baker now.â
âThatâs swell, congratulations. So, more dough?â
âYouâre cute. And yes, now Iâm salaried.â
âNext roundâs on me.â
âThanks,â Bailey said. âCan I ask you something?â
âYeah.â
âIâve been back in Spokane a year-and-a-half, right? And I havenât met anyoneânot anyoneâthat Iâm excited about. Iâve met some nice people, some sweet girls, but I havenât met anyone Iâm really into.â She bent her coaster, smoothed her hair back from her forehead. âSo I donât get it. Youâre back like ten minutes and picking up chicks all over the place. I know pickups arenât relationships, but theyâre sex and that would be OK too. You know?â
Liv sipped her beer, waited.
âI just, I just want to be happy here. I know itâs Spokane, but I want to be happy here. Iâve got a job Iâm psyched about and I love my house, and I canât meet a single person that Iâm into. Why is that?â
Bailey in all her honest desperation: her tank top and jeans ironed, her hair curled and styled, her nails polished. They both knew she was pretty, and that that was not the problem. She was really asking,
though, and this made it painful for Liv; she was embarrassed for Bailey.
âI donât know,â Liv said. âItâs tricky.â
âSo like with you; I mean, you donât even think of me like that, right?â
Liv debated sprinting from the building. âI donât sleep with my friends.â
âRight. Because that would be messy.â
âBailey, what is it that you want?â
âJesus, youâre like talking to a guy. I want you. Youâre what I want.â
Liv rocked back in her chair, held her breath.
âNot a relationshipâI know you. Just sex. Light and uncomplicated.â
Uncomplicated. Liv nearly