a beat. âThey are children. With thoughts and feelings.â
âWhatever you say. Iâve never been much for children.â
âApparently not.â
A harried server wearing a stained apron loosely wrapped around her gaunt frame set two cups of coffee before them. The server darted away without a word of greeting. Lily caught a brief glimpse of the spill of gray hair escaping from the bun at the nape of the serverâs neck before the kitchen door slammed.
âThank you, Ida.â Regina raised her voice and flicked an irritated glance in the womanâs direction. âIâm almost relieved to discover that you didnât accompany the children out of the kindness of your heart. Charitable people make me nervous. I always wonder what theyâre hiding.â
âWhy would charitable people be hiding something?â
âBecause nothing is free in this life.â
âExcept for the grace of God.â
âIâll take your word for it.â Reginaâs lips twisted and she flicked a crumb from the table. âTell me again how much youâre getting paid to play nursemaid?â
âItâs not like that.â Lilyâs relief at discovering a familiar face was rapidly waning. âMrs. Hollingsworth is selling the boardinghouse. When I return to St. Joseph, Iâll have enough money saved for the second half of the down payment.â
Sheâd considered all her options and taking over the boardinghouse was the obvious, sensible solution for her future. Sheâd have a source of income that no one could ever take away from her. Sheâd never have to depend on anybody for anything. Autonomy was the most sensible choice of all.
âExactly my point.â Regina threw up her hands with a grimace. âI only knew Mrs. Hollingsworth for a few weeks, but I can tell you thisâsheâll never sell that place. The old bat is stringing you along. Did you threaten to quit or something? Is that why she suddenly had a change of heart?â
Not this time. Lily stiffened her jaw. She wasnât letting Reginaâs cynical chatter worm its way into her head. This time was different. The landladyâs rheumatism was growing worse, and sheâd been pining over the idea of a small cottage located nearer to where her son lived. Surely people who pined didnât simply change their mind on a whim.
âHmph.â Regina cupped her well-manicured fingers around her porcelain coffee cup. âIâd need the paperwork in hand before I believed a word of anything that woman said. Surely you have everything in writing.â
âWe have a verbal agreement.â
âYouâre being foolish.â Reginaâs gaze flitted over Lilyâs faded calico dress with its sad, frayed sleeves. âYouâre better off spending the money on a new dress. You canât bait a trap with moldy cheese.â
âI beg your pardon.â
Regina waved her hand. âIâm only joking. Donât look so shocked.â
âIâm not baiting a trap for some hapless male,â Lily snapped. âIâm making a prudent investment in my future.â
Despite her bluster, the barb stung. Why must the term foolish be used so often in reference to her decisions? Foolish Lily. Naive Lily . Sheâd worked hard. Sheâd paid her dues. Sheâd considered all the alternatives and arrived at the judicious choice. There was absolutely no reason for her to be sitting here defending herself.
Regina reached out and covered Lilyâs hands. âThis world is run by men. Men only do business with other men. If you want success beyond that silly little boardinghouse, youâll need a husband.â
A sharp pain throbbed behind Lilyâs temple. Reginaâs solution wasnât any better. A woman was better off counting on herself. Love was never the sensible choice. Nothing tangible was secure save for the brick and mortar
Jean-Marie Blas de Robles