was open to a relationship, but he was curious. âYou?â
She shook her head. âWhoâs got time, right?â A shadow covered her blue eyes. Then she blinked and it disappeared.
âIs your ex making it tough for you to date?â He wasnât an expert on relationships, but he was a guy and he knew firsthand that guys could be jerks.
âNot in the way you mean.â She opened her mouth to explain, but the waitress appeared with their drinks.
âFood should be up in ten minutes.â
Against his better judgment, Vic prompted Tanya to confide in him. âIâm a good listener if you want someone to unload on.â
âI donât want to bore you with the details.â
âNothing about you is boring.â Damn . Like an inexperienced poker player, heâd just shown his hand. Tanya was too easy to talk to and he hadnât had a meaningful conversation with anyone in months. Each day he spoke to numerous peopleâconvenience-store clerks, rodeo personnel and waitressesâbut they were just words.
âBeau said heâd always dreamed of marrying the girl next door.â She sipped her tea. âThen after I caught him cheatingâwhich I later came to find out was actually the fourth buckle bunny heâd slept with behind my backâhe admitted that I wasnât exciting enough for him.â She snorted.
Holy hell. Beau Billings was a bigger fool than Vic first believed. Tanya McGee didnât have a buckle bunny body, but that didnât make her any less hot in Vicâs eyes. âHis loss.â
âThanks.â She blew out a soft sigh. âBeauâs a sore loser. At first he tried to talk me out of filing for a divorce, insisting we should start a family. That being a father would keep him grounded.â
Family . The word made Vic nauseated. His only brother died years ago, killed by police during an armed robbery. Vicâs older sister by one year had committed suicide after she was raped by a gangbanger and discovered she was pregnant. His younger sister by ten years had gotten pregnant at seventeen and ended up in jail for prostitution, leaving his mother with custody of her only grandson. âDo you want kids?â
âNot with Beau, thatâs for sure.â Her gaze softened. âBut yes, someday Iâd like to have a family of my own.â
Vic didnât care to talk about familyâhe hadnât had a good experience with his. âI thought Slingshot might come through for you this afternoon. That horse can run.â
âIâm not crazy for thinking Slingshot has it in him to win, right?â
âMaybe after a year of competition heâll get his legs under him.â
âI wish I had that long,â she said.
âWhat do you mean?â
Tanya nodded to the waitress heading their way with the food. After they were left alone, she said, âIf I donât win in New Mexico, my stepfatherâs pulling his support. But Iâm not ready to give up on Slingshot yet.â
âThen keep competing.â He bit into his burger, taking a small bite so his chewing wouldnât distort his face, not that Tanya ever stared at his scarâit was as if she couldnât see the puckered flesh dissecting his cheek.
âEasy for you to say when you place in the money at every event.â She waved a hand before her face. âIâm not throwing in the towel yet. I have enough in savings to last through the end of the month if we donât win next time.â
âWhat did you do between your divorce and returning to the circuit?â
âI train Masonâs Appaloosas.â She snuck one of his fries and dipped it into the circle of ketchup heâd poured on his plate. âI consider myself a good trainer, but every technique Iâve tried with Slingshot has backfired.â She swallowed another bite, then said, âI worry that itâs me. That Slingshot