moments, as it happens so very rarely, a sharp awareness had been born, an intense and personal curiosity.
I took the picture out of my pocket and handed it to her. She looked at it and then looked sharply at me, eyes narrowed. “Where did you get this?”
“Timmy Warden had it.”
“Timmy! I didn’t know he had this. Were you at—that place?”
“In the camp with him? Yes. Wait a minute. Your father gave me some messages for you. He says Al hasn’t showed up and he needs help with the feeding. And you’re to phone the Bronsons that Butch died during the night.”
Her face showed immediate concern. “That’s too bad.”
“Who was Butch?”
“A nice big red setter. Some kid in a jalopy hit him, and didn’t even stop. I should phone right away.”
“I would like to talk to you when you have more time. Could I take you to lunch today?”
“What do you want to talk to me about?”
The lie was useful again. “I’m doing a book on the ones who didn’t come back. I thought you might help fill me in on Timmy. He mentioned you many times.”
“We used to go together. I—yes, I’ll help all I can. Can you pick me up at twelve-fifteen here?”
“I’ll be glad to. And—may I have the picture back?”
She hesitated and then handed it to me. “The girl in this picture was eighteen. That’s a long time ago—” She frowned. “You didn’t tell me your name yet.”
“Howard. Tal Howard.”
Our glances met for a few seconds. Again there was that strong awareness and interest. I believe it startled her as much as it did me. The figure in the picture was a girl. This was a woman, a fulfillment of all the promises in the picture—a mature and lovely woman—and we were shyly awkward with each other. She said good-by and went into the house. I drove back into town. For a long time I had carried the picture in the photograph in my mind. Now reality was superimposed on that faded picture. I had imagined that I had idealized the photo image, given it qualities it did not possess. Now at last I knew that the reality was stronger, more persuasive than the dreaming.
I found the old Warden house and chatted for a time with the amiable Mr. Syler who had purchased it from George Warden. It was a big, high-shouldered frame house and he had cut it into four apartments. Mr. Syler needed no encouragement to talk. In fact, it was difficult to get away from him. He complained of the condition of the inside of the house when he took it over. “That George Warden lived here alone for a while and that man must have lived like a darn bear.”
In addition he complained about the yard. “When I took it over I didn’t expect much grass. But the whole darn place had been spaded up like somebody was going to plant every inch of it and then just left it alone.”
That was a clue to some of Fitzmartin’s activities. He was a man who would do a good job of searching. And the isolation of the house behind high plantings would give him an uninterrupted opportunity to dig.
I drove back out through April warmth and picked up Ruth Stamm at the time she suggested. She had changed to a white sweater and a dark green skirt. She seemed more reserved, as if she had begun to doubt the wisdomof coming along with me. As we got into the car I said, “How did the Bronsons take it?”
“Very hard. I thought they would. But I talked them into getting another dog right away. That’s the best way. Not the same breed, but a new pup, young enough to need and demand attention.”
“Where should we have lunch? Where we can talk.”
“The coffee shop at the Hillston Inn is nice.”
I remembered seeing it. I was able to park almost in front. She led the way back through a bleak lobby and down a half flight of stairs to the coffee shop. It had big dark oak booths upholstered in red quilted plastic. They were doing a good business. The girls were brisk, starched. There was a good smell of steaks and chops.
She accepted the offer of a
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