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like this?” I look around at the people that make up our family, “I’m doing good… but when I think about that night and the way Jace hurt me out of rage, I’m not okay. I don’t know what happened to him, how can he change from angry to sweet and gentle so easily? I just don’t get it.” I say soft enough for only her to hear.
    “Jace is bipolar Harley, I know you didn’t know about that and it’s no excuse… but that could explain some of the things he did. He has anger problems too but you knew that. None of us knew about his disorder, we only knew about the anger issues. He told your father that he was ashamed of it and didn’t want Grimm to think he couldn’t control himself. Jace needs the club and couldn’t bear to lose the family he’s built with the MC.” She takes a breather and smiles and waves at Willow.
    “ Hunter says Jace hasn’t been taking his medicine like he should have and that’s why he keeps having those strange episodes.” Anna explains sounding sad.
    My eyes widen. “Why didn’t he tell me? I knew there was something wrong, I’ve seen him take the pills but I was too afraid to ask…” I run my hands through my hair, I’m not surprised by this information considering what he’s put me through and how he’s acted lately but I am surprised he didn’t tell anyone.
    “He still hit me though. He can’t use his bipolar as an excuse for that.” I say softly placing my hand against my cheek remember the way it stung. “I don’t know if I can ever forgive him.”
    “Your daddy hit me once before too.” I whip my head up to look at her.
    “What?” I frown.
    “Your granddaddy and a couple guys from the club beat the ever loving shit outta him, never hit me again. I know it was a mistake from the moment he did it though. You should have seen his face.” She giggles. “Swear I would’ve pissed myself laughing if my cheek didn’t hurt so bad. Anyway…” she swats her hand through the air shrugging, “...he apologised for days and explained to me that he lost his head. Now the only spanking that gets done is in the bedroom.” She winks at me then smiles.
    I don’t know how she finds this funny. I scrunch my eyebrows up disgusted. “This conversation is over.” I shake the images out my head still in disbelief that my father could ever slap a woman.

    “Well how come I wasn’t invited to the party?” Holly gasps and I turn to find the face to match the deep voice.
    “Connor?” I scrunch my eyebrows up confused.
    I remember Caleb’s big brother from when I was still in high school, he was like an older brother to me too. But this man doesn’t look anything like the fresh cut clean frat boy I knew back then. Colour fills his arms, neck and chest, all of which are on display through his black wife beater. He has a light blue thick streak standing out from his long thick black mass of hair. He’s still tall as ever but he hasn’t got the bulky muscle that Caleb and the twins have, Connor has a lean swimmers body. He doesn’t have his brother’s eye colour either; he’s got his father’s grey eyes. Even under all that ink and the lip and brow piercings, he still is one hell of a beautiful man.
    “Damn, don’t look so horrified.” He chuckles then turns to look at his mother who is sitting on the edge of her seat speechless. When I asked Caleb about Connor he told me all about the fallout his family had. When Holly divorced her husband, Connor went to live with his father since he had moved closer to where Connor was attending University; Holly took this as a form of betrayal and stopped all communication with Connor. As months passed, Holly realized the error of her ways and knew none of what was happening was Connors fault so she tried to get in contact with him. He never returned any of her calls or his brother’s attempts at piecing their family together.
    “Con…” Holly says quietly.
    “Who are you?” Willow breaks up the moment, walking up to