taller than I am, dressed in a well-cut grey suit with a mauve silk scarf draped immaculately around her neck â something I can never do. I spend ages getting every last fold exactly right and ten minutes later itâs all over the place again. She has tawny-red hair, so well cut that I know that whatever she went through it would fall back into exactly the right place, green glass dangly earrings and an interesting face. Not exactly pretty, but attractive. High cheekbones, broad brow. I guess sheâs about the same age as me, somewhere in her mid-thirties.
âGood-morning,â I reply. âAnd you . . . ?â
âIâm Sonia Leyton,â she says before I can finish the question. âYour local GP. Nigel Baines is the other partner in the practice.â
âItâs good to meet you,â I tell her. âI was going to come along to see you in the next day or two to ask if my daughter and I could register with you. Becky is ten.â
âSure you can,â she says. âSince you live in the village and youâre who you are, thatâs fine. Otherwise our list is completely full. We need a third doctor but we havenât the room and weâve had no luck in getting new premises in Thurston.â
âI didnât see you in church,â I tell her â and then feel awkward, as if Iâm reprimanding her.
âI was there. Hiding behind a pillar. Not that Iâm usually there. Iâm not sure whether Iâd call myself an agnostic or just plain lazy. Iâm not all that keen on institutionalized religion. But I wanted to meet you. Parish priests and local doctors should know each other, donât you think?â
We chat for a few minutes and then she looks at her watch and says, âIâll have to leave. Sunday or no Sunday I have a couple of hospital visits to make. And Iâve no doubt youâre just as busy.â
âI am at the moment. Though itâs a funny thing that everyone thinks Sunday is the Vicarâs busiest day and it seldom is. I have far more to do on other days of the week. On Sundays I mainly do what other parishioners do, which is go to church. And theyâre going on their day off.â
âDo you take a day off?â she asks.
âI try to. I shall see how things work out here and then if I can Iâll settle on a regular day â barring emergencies, of course. If anything crops up then Iâm on duty. Like you, I suppose.â
âTrue. But you should try. We all should.â
I hold out my hand. âGood-bye for now, Doctor Leyton.â
âSonia,â she replies. âPop in during the week. Bring Becky with you.â
I go to join my family.
âIâm bored!â Becky says. âWhen can we go?â
âIâll have to stay a little longer,â I tell her. âWhy not walk around with me and meet a few people?â
âAre you joking?â she says. âDefinitely not!â
âWhy donât Becky and Ann and Grandpa and I go back to the Vicarage?â my mother suggests. âI can be getting on with the lunch.â My mother has undertaken to make all the meals this weekend. She and Dad go back to Clipton on Wednesday. I shall miss her. I shall miss my mother-in-law too.
I watch my family depart, my parents and my mother-in-law smiling at people as they pass them on the way to the door. Becky with never a sideways glance. âSheâs not really like this!â I want to say to all these people sheâs deliberately snubbing. âPlease excuse her! She can be a very nice child.â But when was the last time? I want to run after her, to put my arm around her, plead with her, try to comfort her, but I must stay here just a little longer. In any case she would rebuff me, I know she would. Sheâs got that to a fine art.
âI wonât be long!â I call after her. Not a flicker, not a sign that she has even heard me,