His erection sprang free, and I
gasped. My mind started to wander. Would I be good enough for him?
Would we still be friends? Did he want me as much as I wanted him? He
took my cheeks in his hands.
"We
don't have to do this if you don't want to," he whispered.
We
were both eighteen and I was sure I would never have the opportunity
again. He was the one I wanted to give myself to. I wasn't passing up
what I wanted.
"Oh,
I want to more than you know," I said, as I turned for him to
unzip my dress.
Each
inch of the zipper felt like an hour. When he reached up and slipped
my dress from my shoulders, I took a deep breath. It fell to the
ground, and he leaned in to kiss my neck.
"Turn
around, Livie," he said in a breathy voice.
Was
he nervous? There was no way he was nervous, I thought. It was me
that was trembling at the thought of him touching me. I wanted his
hands on me so badly.
"Come
on, beautiful," he said. "I want to see you."
Slowly,
I turned around and heard his breath catch when his eyes traveled
down and back up my body.
"Fuck,"
he whispered.
He
moved forward and slammed his lips to mine. I felt his hands shake as
he removed my bra. His mouth moved slowly down neck. I closed my eyes
as he kissed my bare breast. When his tongue licked across my nipple,
I felt heat shoot straight to my core. I was wet and ready for
anything he had planned. My thighs clenched together and I shook. His
warm mouth took my nipple in. His breath was warm and comforting. He
swirled his tongue around my nipple before sucking and moving to the
other side. I sucked in a huge breath when his mouth traveled south
down my belly.
He
fell to his knees in front of me. It took all I had to keep my
emotions in check. I was so happy but so afraid of letting him down.
"Relax,
Livie," he said. "You know how much I care about you."
He
took the waist of my panties in his fingers and slowly slid them down
and off my legs. My hands moved to cover my body, but he took them in
his before I could do it.
"You're
so sexy," he said. "Please tell me you want this, baby. I
want you so badly."
"I
do," I said.
I
looked down into his eyes. There was such a connection between us in
that moment. I wanted to drop to my knees and hold him. His finger
moved between my legs and I heard him groan.
"You're
so wet," he said.
I
smiled but didn't say a word. He sucked his finger into his mouth
before moving forward. When his tongue licked across my dripping
pussy, I was so lost. My head fell back and my eyes closed. He
reached out to hold my legs that were shaking. His finger rubbed my
clit as his tongue soaked up every bit of wetness that dripped from
me. When his tongue entered me, I cried out.
"Fuck,
Z," I whimpered.
He
continued moving his tongue out and back in. I felt like I was going
to explode. I couldn't help but wonder what it would be like for his
cock to fill me. His finger began rubbing with more pressure and his
tongue began moving into me deeper and faster. When I opened my eyes
and looked down to see him looking up at me with passion in his eyes,
I exploded around his tongue and trembled in his hands.
"Z,"
I cried. "Oh, fuck."
My
body slid down to his, and he wrapped his arms around me. When he
took my face in his hands and claimed my mouth, I moaned. I wasn't
sure if it was the taste on his lips from me or knowing what he had
just done, but I couldn't help but want more of him. My hand wrapped
around his cock. I stroked up and down his thick shaft. He growled
into my mouth and I shook. I could feel the vibration from his chest.
He took my shoulders in his hands and leaned me back until I was
lying down on the blanket. He stood up on his knees and looked down
at me.
"I
want you, Livie," he said. "I need to be inside of you."
I
shook my head as I watched his movements. He reached over and got
something out of his pocket. My eyes widened, as I watched him roll
the condom down his rock-hard shaft. He smiled down at me. His tongue
licked across his