coat.
âHello, hello,â Olivia said. Standing, the two women exchanged hugs.
âSit, please,â Grace said. She took out another mug and filled it with coffee.
There was a lot of laughter and smiling as they caught up with one another, but then Cecilia grew serious. She turned toward Olivia. âI was out to see Allison this morning.â She bowed her head slightly. âDoâ¦do you ever visit your sonâs grave?â she asked in a small voice.
âYes,â Olivia admitted softly. âOn Jordanâs birthday, Justine and I put flowers by his headstone.â
âIan and I went this morning and cleaned off her grave. The kids brought her a poinsettia.â
âItâs still difficult, isnât it?â Olivia said, reaching across the table to squeeze Ceciliaâs hand.
Grace leaned over to grab a tissue and passed it to the young woman.
âDo you still cry?â Cecilia asked, unmistakable pain in her voice. The loss of her infant daughter was an anguish that might fade but would never disappear. Grace knew that from her own experience, losing Dan.
âYes,â Olivia said. âWe donât forget our children. Ever. We canât. Thereâs been a gaping hole in my heartâin my lifeâever since we lost Jordan. He was only thirteenâ¦.â She cleared her throat. âIâve chosen to fill that hole with love.â
âI have, too,â Cecilia whispered. âLove for Ian and our other children. Both Aaron and Mia know they had an older sister. On Allisonâs birthday last year, Aaron wanted to bake her a cake.â
âDid you?â
Cecilia nodded. âIt never felt right to leave Allison when Ian was transferred. Iâm so glad weâre moving back.â
âWeâre glad, too,â Grace told her. Then because shewas afraid theyâd all end up weeping, she changed the subject. âSo, youâre looking for a houseâ¦.â
âOh, yes.â Cecilia wiped the tears from her eyes and straightened. âIan and I want to talk to you about the house on Rosewood Lane.â
Grace smiled happily. âWell, as I said, my last renters left when their lease expired, and the house is empty. Cliff and I would be delighted to rent it to you.â
Olivia checked her watch. âSorry to rush off, but Justine needs me to baby-sit this afternoon.â
âOf course.â Grace stood, too, and hugged her friend. âIf I donât see Charlotte, make sure you thank her for the fruitcake.â
âWill do.â
âSee you Christmas Eve at Noelleâs birthday party, right after church.â She briefly explained, for Ceciliaâs benefit, who Noelle was and that sheâd been born here at the ranch a year earlier.
âYes, see you then,â Olivia confirmed. She put on her coat and gloves and wished Cecilia a merry Christmas. Grace walked her out, returning to find Cecilia by the back door, looking at her children, who were taking turns on the pony. âAbout the house,â Cecilia began, moving back to the kitchen table. âIan and Iââ
A polite knock sounded at the door, but before Gracecould reach it, Ian Randall came inside. âHello, Grace,â he said warmly. âCliff said I should go on in. Heâs taking the kids into the barn to feed the horses.â Giving an obligatory bark, Beau trotted over to him and Ian crouched down to stroke the sleek, soft head.
âTheyâre going to love that,â Cecilia said. âAaron is such an animal person.â She might as well have said, And so is Ian.
âWould he like a puppy for Christmas?â Grace rushed to ask, knowing how desperate Beth was to find good homes.
âHeâd love one,â Cecilia replied, âbut with the move, a puppyââ
âHe can pick one out. Theyâre at a tree farm owned by Beth Morehouse, a friend of ours. If you get a puppy, Cliff and I