disease.â Then Moira and I became friends, and Moira became the freak, taking all eyes off me and onto herself. For years now, Moira has been protecting me almost constantly, in ways big and small. The question is, who protects Moira?
The pastrami smell is getting to me. My stomach does a nauseated little flip. âYou need to do something,â I tell Principal Weaver.
âWeâll get on it,â he says. âTrust me.â
âWhen?â
âYou can rest assured I will be speaking to Boone Craddock as soon as possible.â
âOkay then.â I put the wig back on and hold out a hand for him to shake, which he does. Then the principal follows me out into the hallway and watches as I turn on my heel and march away from the office. Before pushing through the doors separating the administrative building from the rest of the school, I glance back at him with what I can only hope is a donât make me come back here look in my eye.
Sure enough, Weaver gives me a quick but formal military salute.
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10
BOONE
DAY 91: MARCH 26
You wouldnât think it would be hard work setting up temporary housing for a bunch of chicks and rabbits, but it is. Iâm on hour two of pouring poultry starter into feeders, making sure the water containers arenât full enough to drown the babies, transferring this last batch of chicks from their shipping boxes to their correct holding bins, and double-checking the heat lamps. I head into the storage room, where my boss, TJ, keeps the big steel trough that needs to be set up with shavings, water, and alfalfa for the last of the âEaster bunnies.â People will buy them for their kids on impulse today and then abandon the rabbits at shelters or turn them loose in the forest, where theyâll make easy prey once the kids get sick of taking care of them.
God, I hate my own species sometimes.
About an hour before my shift ends, TJ tells me that Cheyenne, one of the cutesy rodeo queens who works the register (and who also happens to have TJ wrapped around her finger), wants to get her older brother a job. Turns out I amâbig surpriseâthe most disposable employee. Not that TJ uses those exact words. He doesnât have to. My place in the Feed & Seed pecking order is glaringly obvious.
âCheyenneâs brother is twenty, and heâs not in school anymore,â TJ says. Weâre standing in the hay barn, where Iâve been stacking the truckload of alfalfa bales that came in from Colorado last night. âHe can work hours you canât. We have to prioritize guys who can do that.â
I hope my boss doesnât notice the sudden cold sweat breaking out all over my body. Hay dust turns to a thin layer of green paste in the creases of my skin. âWhat if I can get out of school early? Maybe I can take a work-study elective.â
âCan you do that as a sophomore?â
I look down at the ground and give a weak shrug. âYou never know.â
âItâll all work out,â TJ says, clapping me on the arm. âFor now, just start coming in every other weekend, and weâll go from there.â
Easy for you to say, I think. More than anything, I wish I could tell TJ where to shove his every other weekend. I wish I could walk out of here with my middle finger high in the air and never look back. Iâm not a total fool, though. Itâs not like anyone else is going to hire me, and I doubt TJ would give me a good reference if I walked out. The sad truth is that TJ took me on as an act of charity. Itâs only my strong back and work ethic that have kept me in part-time hours this long. Still, I have to say something.
âWith all due respect, sir, I donât think those hours are going to be enough.â
TJ, who was walking back toward the store entrance, stops and turns around. âWell, itâs what I can offer you.â His voice is sharper than it was a minute ago. âYour father